A lot has happened since last post...and nothing at all has happened.
Current mood: stressed, exhausted, and still a little under the weather.
Current location: Berwyn, PA (basically Philly) and partly the reason for current mood.
I have been sick since last Thursday and think I was working on the virus for a few days before it showed its ugly little head. I previously mentioned said nastiness in a few posts. I took my meds as soon as I got them Friday hoping the sooner the better for a speedy recovery. I felt a lot better Saturday but didnt do anything on my training schedule...instead I opted for my own training schedule and laid on the couch watching movies all day and went to bed early. I still planned on doing Sweet & Twisted because I felt significantly better, but needed to feel a lot better to be able to survive any of the tri.
I woke up bright and early Sunday, probably 5am, and felt a lot better. I still felt a little drained, but good enough to attempt my practice tri. So I went for Sweet & Twisted, but I didn't show up. I hurried around and got my stuff loaded in my car and picked up Sabrina who was a really good friend and was my cheerleader. She had only gotten 4 hours of sleep and still made it out to cheer me on. So, got out to Pace Bend Park and got my transition area set up. When I saw the short swim distance my anxiety calmed greatly. The water level was low so they changed the entrance and exit, which I didnt realize was that big of a deal until I was finished with the swim.
My wave didnt start until 832. Sabrina and I watched the waves before me take off close to the swim entrance. I was dreading getting in the water because I was barefoot and hate to walk on gross surfaces. I had to meander down a rocky hill barefoot when it was time for my wave to start. As soon as I stepped in the water I knew it wasnt going to be good. It was a mushy claylike nastiness and we had to walk on it for a while. When we were finally in the water about waist deep it wasnt as bad. The countdown started and I was off...sorta. I swam freestyle like a normal person (head under water) for a while. Then the anxiety and freaking out started. Of course I couldnt see through the murky water, and I kept feeling bodies around me. I felt like my breathing was constricted because I was freaking out so much and I ended up swimming Tarzan for probably 450 of the 500 meter swim.
Official swim time: 14:46
I was so glad to be done with the swim. They had little foot baths out to wash our nasty feet off in, but by the time I was finished with the swim the pool water was already as nasty as the lake. I saw Sabrina and she didnt see me run up the little hill and I yelled at her...she was like I was looking for you. I said something like "I was the one swimming Tarzan the whole time". So, slip on my flip flops and had to run 0.2 miles to transition...wtf?! This is what I mentioned earlier about it being a big deal. I tried to run but I am sliding all over my flip flops and I didnt think it would be wise to chance twisting my ankle on a rock so I hurried as fast as I could. Finally get to my bike and get my helmet, gloves, and cycling shoes on as fast as possible. I then run my bike to the mount line which involves running up a little rocky hill.
Official transition 1 time: 6:09
Finally on my bike...thought it would be a piece of cake. Not so much. The course was shortened from 15 to 14.6 miles due to some trees down on the course or something. We have to do 2 loops and the first loop seemed to take forever. Lots of hills...not too bad, but lots of em. I finally finish the first loop and coast through the second somehow. I finally see the spectators and hear Sabrina yelling at me to run after I reach the dismount line...now have to run down a rocky hill.
Official bike time: 1:00:07
Now time for the run. I realized that I did not even drink one full water bottle on the bike so I opened my G2 and drank as much as I could and then hurried into my running shoes. I ran as fast as I could out of transition.
Official transition 2 time: 2:43
Little did I know that the run was a full out trail run. Lots of rocks and a lot of instability on the trails. It almost looked like a maze through a wooded area. I saw girls winding all the way through the woods and it seemed never ending. My ankle was hurting a little so I took it easy. I ran as much as I could and then would walk a little and repeat. There were several places where there was loose gravel and then patches of grass so it wasnt easy to run on and I didnt want to twist my ankle doing my practice tri. I pass the 2 mile marker..not sure what happend to the 1 mile. I was nearing 1h45m and my goal time going into the tri was 1h30m. I tried to pick up my pace. Before I knew it the finish line was in sight so I kept my pace up until I went through.
Official run time: 38:38
Official time: 2:02:25 (276/445)
Like I said, I didn't show up. I am still trying to tell myself that I was sick...and actually still not up to par. The average time was 1:57:00 so I did just below average...but still! It is just making me doubt myself on whether I should even attempt the Austin Tri in less than a week.
After I was FINALLY finished Sabrina and I got some free food and a mimosa that was maybe 2% champagne. Then went into transition to get all of my stuff together and headed home.
I ate, hydrated, slept, ate, hydrated and slept again. Then I had to go to Alamo Drafthouse with a friend that wanted to take me out for my birthday and I havent been able to get together with him. We saw The Rocker and I ate and drank some more. I finally got home at a little before 10 and I still had to pack for my week trip to Philly and get back to sleep because my flight was at 625am.
Got to the airport and of course I am pushing my luck. I got in line at security checkpoint at about 545. I know that my flights boarding time was 550 so I figured my boss was freaking out since I wasnt there yet. After I got in line I decided to check my flights status...delayed til 1030. Great! I got through security and hurried to the gate to see what the plan of action was, but saw my boss getting coffee way before our gate. I waited for her to come out with her coffee and then I made a comment about how we were delayed and she asked if I got on the Houston flight (we did have our layover in Cleveland originally). I told her I had just gotten to the airport so we hurry down to the gate and talk to the attendant to get me on the Houston flight which would leave at 730. He does his thing and hands me my boarding passes and tells me that I am on stand-by for both flights. WTF?! Now I am hoping I make these flights because if not my boss will probably be pissed I didnt get to the airport any earlier. I miraculously get on the flight to Houston.
In Houston we have a couple hours and I checked to make sure that I was able to get to Philly and everything is a-okay.
We finally got here at 230 when we were supposed to have gotten in at 1230. By the time my boss got her luggage and we picked up the rental car we still had a 40 minute drive into our office. We didnt get to the office until after 3. We were there long enough to see the state of catastrophe that everything was in and tried to develop a plan of action for the day. We left the office sometime after 6 and headed to the mall for dinner. Don't know why the mall, but hey...I just go along aimlessly and let others make plans for me. The mall was in King of Prussia and probably the largest mall I have ever seen. We ended up eating at the food court and it was unlike any food court I have ever encountered. There were individual restaurants instead of the normal little restaurants along the side and a lot of tables in the middle.
I finally got back to my room at 830 or 9 and was too tired to do anything that I had planned to do. I at least wanted to go for a run, but no such luck.
Today I had planned on getting up at 5am to run or swim, but was still too tired from the last couple of days. I felt like crap this morning and almost as bad as I felt Saturday morning so I wasnt in the best mood. I reset my alarm for 630 and finally crawled out of bed at 640. I was supposed to meet Susan for breakfast at 715 so I had to hurry. I walked out of my room at 716 and saw her car in front of our building so I assumed she had not made it down yet, but she was getting coffee when I walked into the clubhouse.
The day at the office was long and stressful, and to tell you the truth I am using this time therapeutically because I am really needing some unwinding before bed. We got in at 8, had a short lunch (we bought lunch at the grocery store on the way into the office), and left at 615. I wasnt in the best mood because it looked like I wasnt going to be getting in my workout. I found out that Valley Forge National Park was pretty close to the hotel and that there were lots of running trails so that was my plan. Susan asked if I would rather run and eat or eat and then run and I told her I was up for whatever but planned on running at least an hour. She decides we will eat first because she had to get some reports done before Friday. I wasnt very pleased with the plan but I didnt want to make her wait until 8 to eat. By the time we ate and I got back to my room and changed into my running clothes it was 730. I figured I could still get in an hour because it wouldnt be too dark by 830. I ran toward the park and didnt realize how far away it was. I had decided that since I wasnt exactly sure how to get there I was just going to run out 30 minutes and then run back. By the time I reached the park it was pretty much time to come back. I reached a sign that said that George Washingtons headquarters was 2 miles away, and ran a litte further up and finally turned around. There were deer grazing within 10 feet of me and they werent phased at all by my running. The way back to the hotel my pace was a lot faster. I had 15 minutes of running to spare and I wanted to stop at a grocery store on the way back so I could get some H20 and a few other things. I ran around the parking lot for what seemed like forever and then finally got into the store. I mapped my route on mapmyrun.com and I did a little over 5 miles, which I am somewhat pleased with since I was walking a lot on the way there because I wasnt sure which direction to go. I am planning on getting up in the am to do something, just not sure what. I might just go down to the workout room and have myself a little spin class.
I am so ready to get back to Austin. Right now we are basically cleaning up what someone did last week. We have a certain filing system that has to be used according to our SOP. This study does not have the files set up hardly at all and what little is set up is not even close to being correct. There is going to be an audit soon so we have to get everything in order before that takes place. Its getting to be really frustrating and I still have 2 days left. Friday we will just be traveling all day. We will be leaving our hotel at 830 Friday morning and wont get back to Austin until close to 5. I am hoping that we arent delayed anywhere because delays always suck, but mostly because 2 of my bestest OKC friends (Missy and Sarah) are coming for labor day weekend. Probably another reason why this week is dragging.
Well, again...long post, but I needed this one. Now I might be able to sleep. God knows I need it, especially if I plan on waking up early in am.